My Tears = Their Smile

Met Her Again

2010-12-04T18:22:00.001-08:00

Another day started with no hope of change...
He looked for someone, this was not all Strange..

He walked as daily, on the same lane of life...
Fed up with boring routine,wanted a change in his life...

There he saw a gal,as beautiful as a blossom
She was his love who was lost in the dark bloom...

Couldn’t say anything, even failed to greet
He was so confused even forgot how to treat . . .

An unexpected smile from her...
A nod of pleasure from his side..
This is where the real love reside...

The timing was never wrong.
The bond they shared was so so strong...

That meeting was more than fate. . . .
May be God knew they were real Soul mates . . . .

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Prateek > "Noone can make them apart ! "

:)

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2010-11-23T10:04:00.000-08:00

Thinking of you the last night,
The memories with u were still in my sight...

What we shared was so beautiful
having u with me was very graceful . .

I can still remember your angel face..
Your beautiful smile and loving embrace . .

A feel of heaven was in your touch,
Something was so nice in u
that My heart loved so much....

You are gone,dont know the reason why
This makes me mad and i always cry . . .

I became like a soul that wants to die.
I cant wrap up the truth inside my lies..

You cant see from my eyes stream of flowing tears
but i cant anymore enjoy shedding so many silent tears...

PrateeK > ' can a fake smile hide thousand of tears ? '

- Nothing I Can Do -

2010-09-02T13:31:00.000-07:00

I think of the days when you were with me
happiness and cheers all around with me. .

Gates of memories will never close.
how much I miss you no one knows..

People just point, laugh, and stare
I cry for hours but they really don't care....

I wish i could tell u how much i love and care
but all i can do is sit and stare. .. .

How can i live with silence and tears
My heart is filled with thousand of fears..

I am tired of being depressed all alone
your memories have turned my heart into a stone.

No trust,no faith,no love in my face
I am now just a crying piece of disgrace...

I dont hate you for not loving anymore
rather hate myslf for loving You more and more..

I miss ur smile but i miss my own more
Oh my God, pls tell her that I love her to the core.

I know i cant find someone better than you
But with this sadness there is nothing i can do. . . . .

PraTeeK > " It hurts seeing u infront and can do Nothing !! "

:)

Why Tears in My Eyes ?

2010-04-16T12:38:00.001-07:00

The sun is gone and everything is blacK
Wish i could rewind my life and go few years back.....

She never told tht she loves me
but i always had a hope,she will come to me....

Things don't always workout the way I plan
and fate gives me happiness for very short span....

I am really broken now
and this is what i can no longer hide..
i cry for hours standing all alone aside . . .

Cant really understand the reason why i cry
but I do tht for hours until the tears get dried. . .

I just sit here living with this pain
and this never gives comfort to my brain . . .

Days continue to pass and nothing seems Fine
why do i have Tears in my eyes when she was never mine ?

PraTeEK >> 'Cant even tell anyone why I cry !! "

:)

~ Boys and girls can be just closest friends ~

2010-04-01T21:42:00.000-07:00

We are so close and we are so lucky
But people really were never happy . . .

Ppl may be jealous or may be coz of care . . .
But they really mind when we talk and share . . .

We shared lots of laughter and also tears.
but people felt wrong over these years .. . .

We feel glad when we r together and calm . . .
Why people care when we dont give a damn !!

People think wrong tht we r in love
But they shld admire tht frndship is also love :(

We are just friends and will wish to be that.. . .
There can be ever, nothing more than that !!

Wish no one comes in between our friendly chat
We wanna Have fun and enjoy all funny chats. . .

Why people take it wrong. Is this the only trend?
Boys and girls can be just closest friends. . . . .

PrateeK > ' HUM TUM Can Just Be Friends '

:)

-- SLEePLeSS NiGhTs --

2010-03-08T03:10:00.000-08:00

The silence was all around,
Noone was talking around . . .

I lay down and close my eyes ,
but nothing seems perfectly right..

Ignoring this I try to sleep,
But my heart fights against my sleep . .

I do nothing else but just breathe ,
Try so hard but really cant sleep . . .

I cant stop thinking about you in the night ..
I search for reason behind that fight !

Darkness in life is all i see ,
Only i want to see is U n ME . .

Hope we never ever fight ,
I dont want more Sleepless nights...

Forgive me god and do a favour ,
Gimme sumthng so i sleep forever . . . .

PrAt3eK > ' I want no more SleepLess niGhTs....'

:)

[-- This cant be the End --]

2010-03-07T23:58:00.000-08:00

I am sorry for the past time
I wish nothing remains in ur mind...

I know we could have being together
I realize now, I have to make things better...

Dont let the distance take me away from you
Keep me in your thoughts and In everything you do . .

I need u my Dear.. dont let me down
I feel so much better When you are around . . .

My whole life seems like it's crashing down .
I feel so lonely when u r nt around....

U have to give old thngs an end..
And Realize tht U have a Best Friend !!

PRaTeeK > ' LeTs havE a LovELY beGinninG from a saD EnD.....'

:)

_ BrOken HearT _

2010-03-03T18:08:00.000-08:00

I feel very happy when I think of you

Expecting my desire to always come true . . .

I keep ur memories in my heart very Deep

wish I fall in ur arms and have a good Sleep. . .

I remember the touch of ur palm

watever may be the situation,u were so calm..

I cannot forget the moment when we met last...

That tears filled handshake,that crying past..

I Want to Escape from this Dark place

Wish my memories dont leave any trace..

One day people will surely admire my hidden Art.

And will know tht i always hide My BroKen Heart . .

PraTEeK > ' Wish Heart had some Warranty period :D . . . . . . "

-:- That Night -:-

2010-03-01T11:25:00.000-08:00

It was the night whn i cried for U

All my emotions were drained coz of u...

I was missing u but weren't there....

Eyes were heavy and noone was there to share...

Tears could tell the pain i feel inside . .

It hurts more and more each day i hide

It was the night whn My Eyes wanted to sleep..

But was remained with a painful heart tht only weeps..

No tears were left but My eyes couldn't sleep

I kept on askin myslf Why i loved u so deep....

Your absense is wht i cant bear anymore

But now i've learned to cry all alone . . .

Even after this, I pray to God each night..

That ur face always remain in My Sight..

PraTeeK > > ' BeaUty oF mY days N niGhts is beCause Of YOU '

~ I cant be Alright ~

2010-02-08T09:49:00.000-08:00

My heart has ur memories so true
Each broken piece of heart has a part of you . . .

I cant love myself coz no one does
I am all alone like before i was . . ..

No matter how much i loved u ,
But u never Cared . . .
U were the one whom i never wanted to share !!

This is the type of love u can never feel ,
coz is the wound that never heels..

I dont feel sad for what is over
I rather be Glad thinking wht i had..

I will take all these memories with me . .
Hold them very tight n these will become a part of me . . .
I ll miss u my Dear...
Wish u were so near !

May be you are happy away from my sight ,
But without You , surely I cant be Alright !!

PratEeK > ' Will Try To Pretend That I Am Alright !! '

:)

♥♥ Your Name in My HEART ♥♥

2010-02-03T13:17:00.000-08:00

I wrote your name in a paper
but people tore it away..

I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away . .

I wrote your name on the wall,
but people painted it away . . .

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away . .

I wrote your name on the clouds,
but rain washed it away. .

So I wrote your name in my heart
and thats where it will always stay . . . .♥♥♥♥

Prateek > ' One thing u should see is 'MY HEART'!!!! '

:)

:- Waiting For U -:

2010-01-30T00:28:00.000-08:00

I am living my life with so much pain

There is nothing left for me to gain . . .

There is noone with me when i Cry

There is no balm for my pain to apply . . .

It kills me everyday

having u so far away !

You're still so very important to me,

May be for u, i am not more than a penny . .

Everything between us burnt as a Flame

And i know Relations may never be the same . .

But oh my dear !!

I will always be here,

Waiting for you with a Tear. . . . .

PraTeEk > ' I feel am waiting for something which i will never get !! . . '

♥ I Am There For U ♥

2010-01-28T04:37:00.000-08:00

You will never find a person like me

Wish u stay happy even without Me..

Even if lightning and storm strikes

This bond shouldnot break overnight . .

There may be many things which u dislike

Few things were always there where we were alike...

Hope u dont say, 'lets begin things from start'

Because this would be the toughest part...

Noone should make us apart

Hope we will never depart in each others heart . .

Remember, whnever u r low and have no clue

There is always sumone who will never forget you.. . .

PrateeK > ' U will surely understnd the importance of ME '

+» I Want To Forget «+

2010-01-27T01:47:00.000-08:00

I want to forget
The moment where u didnt belong . .

I want to forget
The Time i did something wrong . .

I want to forget
The day when u made me cry . .

I want to forget
The day when my tears dried . .

I want to forget
The day when my Heart died . .

I want to forget
The day when nothing was there to Hide . .

I want to forget
The nights when my own dreams scared . .

I want to forget
The days when noone cared . .

I want to forget
the day when i proposed u my love . .

I want to forget
The day when i heard the 'No' Word . .

PrAtEeK > ' I can forget the days Not U '

:)

~ My Words For U ~

2010-01-23T08:24:00.000-08:00

I Realised the importance of You . .

Love and affection Which i took from you..

You Made me smile when my life was blue..

And you are the one who was always true...

I realised very late that u r my real mate . .

Am I the only one who curse his own fate . .

Always hope that nothing becomes too late . . .

With that I leave one thought in your mind.

You please read the first word of every line . . !!

PrATeEK > ' My words will always say Truth !! '

• Nobody knows . . . . •

2010-01-23T00:25:00.000-08:00

Nobody knows in how much pain my heart grows . .

Nobody knows why my pillow is filled with tears flow..

Nobody knows why my diary has pages of pain and sorrow..

Nobody knows what my eyes want to see from the window..

Nobody knows how many times my pen writes your name . .

Nobody knows how my soul is playing the tough life game...

Nobody knows how i feel in ur Absence . .

Nobody knows how i cherish in ur presence . .

Nobody knows that i dont want you to leave. .

Nobody knows why i really dont want to breathe..

Nobody knows why i curse my fate . .

Nobody knows i really want a True Mate . .

PrateeK > ' Nobody Can hurt Me Except YoU '

~ Will U LoVe me SomeDay . . . .?

2010-01-18T11:29:00.000-08:00

I love u frm the bottom of my heart . .

and U know this frm the start . .

My heart is Gone..

how shld i Go On..

My feelings are so deep,

Until i see u i cant sleep . .

I have a broken heart ,

to hide this is a great art . . .

I really want to be your part ,

Please God, Dont make us apart.

My feelings r really true

hope u love me as i Do . . .

I ask u this very day

Wil u love me sum day ?

PraTeEk >> ' LoVe me Or HaTe mE buT please dont ForGet me '...

- - He Gave me U - -

2010-01-17T04:50:00.000-08:00

I ask God many things Everyday .. .. ..

I asked him light he gave me Sun..

I asked him a flower he gave a bouquet

I asked him paper he gave me a book...

I asked him a minute he gave me a day .

I asked him a drop he gave me an ocean..

I asked him stars he gave me moon..

I asked for a BestFriend and he gave me YOU . .

PraTeeK > ' Wish I Find My Best Friend Very Soon '

•• My FaTe ••

2010-01-12T23:22:00.000-08:00

I tried pretending everything was great.
That dint work, it just filled me with hate. .

My pains have made me bleed to death
My words have all been spoken I have nothing left. .

You can be my only reason to smile
But oh God you r so so far, not a mile . .

I cant trust anymore my FATE
I can always wait for u near my Gate . .

Hope your decision is not too late,
Because u r a person who i can never hate . . .

PraT33K >> ' WiSh FaTe beComes my friend sumday !! "

:)

» One Small Fight «

2009-12-25T11:10:00.000-08:00

It was a blady night,Whn we had a small fight ,

Dont know why but we couldn't make it right . .

we went our seperate ways ,

This carried for many many days . .

May be i was very rough ,

But My life too became very tough . .

Memories were all i had ,

And these made me very sad . .

I wish u could erase tht fight ,

Lets make again everything Right

And promise that we ll never fight . . .

Because this cant be the end

I need u and you are my best friend !

PRaT33K > I need U , you r my Best Friend !! '

.·´¯`·.·••· Time In The Train ·••·.·´¯`·

2009-12-22T10:52:00.000-08:00

Hope u remember the time in the train..

Hope the memories are still in ur brain !

We sat and we talked, shared the story of our lives,

And about how we suffered but still survived !

We talked till late night and even played Games,

And also realised how our lives became a Game . . .

As the time passed she noticed my pain,

and I realised she was suffering with the same pain . . .

We passed thousands of Smile,

Even celebrated our failures with Joy . .

Oh My God, help us both ,

Fill our lives with happiness and growth !

The journey was long but looked like a mile ,

It was because you were making me Smile

The journey was Great,It put a smile on my face

And within no time we were at our Place :)

PraT33K > ' Dedicated to one of my friend '

DONOT LAUGH WHEN U SEE THIS *wink* . .

>> Best Day I Had <<

2009-12-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

Best Day I had :

We walked in the morning light ,

Sun looked very Shiny and Bright . . .

We talked the whole night,

Everything felt was very right . . .

U Took me in ur arms very tight ,

I was with you till my last sight . . .

Next day then ,

You were not there, I was so sad

but felt better Thinking abt wht i had...........

Prat33K > ' A Day Can Be Really Special !! '

Love to be Alone....

2008-12-20T21:25:00.000-08:00

Love loneliness...
Love to cry when i am alone...
love to laugh when i am alone.....
Try to enjoy every moment when I am alone.....

Colder than life, .
complex than words. .
Difficult to understand . .
And heart breaking situation to implement.....

" I am sad...."
Sad like books with torn pages. . .
Sad like stories which don't have an end. . .
Sad like a painter who don't have colors to fill in. . .
Still dont want to share my sadness with others. . .

"I love to be alone. I love to be alone in the crowed world. . . "

Walking alone in the streets of life . .
Enjoying my loneliness is the only work left in my life...!..
I Hate crowd which hurts me like hell. .
I hate people who are here only for fun. . .

I am busy being alone.
I have Love that i can cry on..
I have pain which will hurt me forever....

I was alone in the world . .
I am alone as i was before.
Alone in this world, Alone in the stage, Alone at home , Alone at work , Alone in the knowledge , Alone with the people around, Alone when i was born and will be Alone when i ll die. . .

I am very happy being alone.. I love when i am alone...... This is me... This is my life.....!!

PrateeK > ' Loneliness can be ur Friend '

»✦ Who Cares ? ? ? ? ✦«

2008-12-19T09:47:00.000-08:00

Who Cares when i Cry ,

Who cares when others Lie . .

Who Cares when i am alone,

Who cares when there is noone home..

Who cares when i become Mad,

Who cares when i am so sad..

Who cares when things go wrong,

Who cares when i sing no song..

Who cares when i am hurt,

Who cares when i become nuts

Who cares when i talk with pain,

Who cares when my life goes in vain..

PraT33K >> ' Need Sumone who cares '

Love to Walk in RAIN

2008-12-17T01:57:00.000-08:00

I walk in the Rain,
It makes me feel better from Pain. . .

I walk in the Rain,
So, no one would see my tears . .

I walk in the Rain,
To erase moments from my brain...

I walk in the Rain,
To Hide my Pains...

I walk in the Rain,
So tht noone gives me the Blame......

I'll wait again-

For next walk in the rain.....

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PraTeeK > ' WaitinG for A Pleasant Rain '

:)

I am Sorry . . .

2008-12-16T22:33:00.000-08:00

Three Words Very Hard To Say...
But this is the only Way...
I should try to say , And I will today....

" I am Sorry...." . . . " I am Sorry ...."

I am sorry if i hurt You .
I am sorry if i couldn't help you .
I am sorry if i made u cry . .

I am sorry for being too emotional . .
I am sorry for being mean . .
I am sorry that I cry for you . .
I am sorry coz I can't imagine life without you . .

Sorry for each time I have hurt you . .
Sorry if I am sometimes so complicated . .
Sorry for making you frustrated . .

But I Hope U wont say " I am Sorry " ..
When I say " I Love YOU ".......

Prat33K - Sumtyms Sorry is the only answer i get...

;)

Love you Sister....

2008-11-17T02:30:00.000-08:00

She Makes me Smile....

She tells me what is Right .....

She holds me tight....

She never Fights...

She Cares like mother...

Scold sometimes like father.....

She is so smart ..

She takes my heart ....

She can tell why i cried....

She can make me fly....

She loves me a lot..

I cant stay without her anymore...

PratEeK - - Miss U didi.....:)

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:)

- You Are The Reason -

2008-02-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

You are the reason why

my things are never right . .

You are the reason why

Pain and loneliness bites . .

You are the reason why

Everything is dark with no light . .

You are the reason why

My life became black and white . .

You are the reason why

I have sleepless night . .

You are the reason why

I hold my pillow very tight . .

You are the reason why

I cant sleep without saying u goodnite . .

And You are the ONLY reason why

I can become Alright !!

PrateeK >> ' You Can Be My Only Reason to liVe '

L I F E !!

2008-02-01T03:19:00.000-08:00

Life Can be Hard . .

Life can ne crazy . .

We should make it Easy. . .

Life has bad times. .

Life Has Gud times..

We must resist all time...

Life can be Sad..

Life can be mad...

We should live being Glad..

Life can be sorrow..

Life can always end tomorrow . .

Life can be Shame..

Life can go in Vain..

You have to begin it again......

PrAT33K -

► I am the One ◄

2008-01-11T10:32:00.000-08:00

I am the one
who thinks of u everyday..

I am the one
Who wants u in my way . .

I am the one
who weeps for u on my bed . .

I am the one
who cries till my eyes become red . .

I am the one
Whom u never want to meet . .

I am the one
who dreams of u in the sleep . .

I am the one
whose heart cries in pain . .

I am the one
Whose Soul is in vain . .

I am the one
who will miss u ever . .

I am the one
who will love u 'FOREVER'

PrAtEeK >> ' I am the only One FOR U '

:)

•• FeeL My PAIN ••

2008-01-03T22:03:00.000-08:00

Feel my pain which is deep inside

Feel My pain which is hard to hide

Feel my pain, I have no clue

Feel my pain, its making me blue

Feel my pain, I am not wrong

Feel my pain, I carried it all along

Feel my pain, dont be blind

Feel my pain, please be kind

People say Love is Insane

but for me LOVE IS PAIN.....

Feel My pain....Feel My pain......!!

Prateek > ' Pain , My Best Friend !! '

«╬ No Reason To Smile ╬«

2008-01-03T09:21:00.000-08:00

There Should be a smile on my face ,

Giving shine to my face .

There should be a reason to smile

To make my life full of Rays

Look at my eyes

Deep inside, u ll see me cry .

Look at my eyes

Deep Inside , u ll find me wanting to Die . . .

I have problems,

I have Pain,

But still not going Insane...

I carry a Fake Smile ,

Coz i have No reason to Smile . . .

PratEeK > ' Give me a Reason To Smile '

- : Please Come Back : -

2008-01-02T23:15:00.000-08:00

I woke up in the night

Noticed u were not my side

I stay up late nights to cry

I wonder where u went and Why

Hopes and Dreams make me cry

Please cumback n lead my side..

My love will grow day by day

And nothing can cum in the way !

PraT33K > ' Will wait for u all time '

ܔܢܜܔ Dont Love Me ! !

2008-01-02T22:31:00.000-08:00

Dont love me..tht would be fine..

Loving others would be a crime...

I trust U . .

Not the person with U...

he can be decent

but you are innocent ....

U r not mine..

Still i will be fine..

Wish u have luck better than mine......

PraT3EK > ' Will luv u even u dont !! '

◓ ◔ ◕ I Need You ◓ ◔ ◕

2008-01-02T08:06:00.000-08:00

I need you dear

I want you here. . . .

don't leave me here all alone . .

please pick me up and take me home . .

I need u for Leading my way.....

I need U for keeping the Faith . .

Cant live witout you anymore..

Give me happiness more n more....

Prateek > > Keeping Faith is not easy all time.......

" I Miss YOU "

2008-01-02T07:26:00.000-08:00

I dream you in my arms.

Hugging you tight,

Talking to you whole night ,

saying you goodnight . . .

Then It turns to pain as I lay alone and suffer . .

The girl I love just left forever. . . .

PraT33K >> Its nt same here without 'U' . .